Thank You

Hello everyone!
this isnt a chapter..

i just want to thank each and everyone of you for reading my blog! thankyou so much without your support i wouldnt be motivated to write a chapter! i know i havent posted in a VERY long time honestly, i was feeling down for the last couple of days but now im fine!
i missed typing up chapters alot!


alot of people said that i should continue the romance between nia&sa3ad! so ill do that and later catch up on the story i wrote in the begging!

i am also very very veeery sorry that i havent replayed to your mentions&dms on twitter!

once again thankyou so much for your amaazing support!
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love you xx


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chapter 24

heey, so this chapter is just going to be about me&sa3ad our friendship.. people are confused&want to know more about me&sa3ad so ill be writing about it here.. also im traveling in a few days so ill be posting as much as i can 3ashan i dont think ill be bringing my laptop with me to spain.. thank you&dont forget to follow me on twitter @ImJustABlogger & comment! xx

my heart was beating so fast!
shinu ra7 ygouli?

me; goul..   i said walking towards him.

sa3ad; umm 5ala9 nvm.

me; are you sure?

sa3ad; eeh mit2akid have a safe flight!

me; thank you bye..

i walked to the car..


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so me&sa3ad know eachother for 2 years now..
in 2010 i went to camp in geneva&met him there..

honestly i thought it was love at first sight!

he was walking my way&said; umm hey do you know where group 4 went?

me; hello actually im in group 4.. later on we're going hiking!

sa3ad; ohh okay kuwaitiyaa?

me tawahagt! ; ummm no..

sa3ad; oh because you have a kuwaiti accent when you speak english.. soo umm whats your name?

me; nia.

sa3ad; im sa3ad!

me; nice to meet you!
i got lose looking into his eyes.

sa3ad; you2

counselor; group 4 please line up infront of me!

we got up&lined up..
 everyone was ready to go hiking.

30 minutes into the hike..
me; 7aaar!

sa3ad; entaay kuwaiteeya!

me; shakoo! i mean noo!

sa3ad; shako haa? laish ma gilteeli inich kuwaiteeya

me; madryy

i honestly didnt know why i didnt tell him.


fast forward----------------


its been 1 week me&sa3ad has grown closer&closer by the day&i loved it!
7asait ina nothing could get any better!
our loong walking in the woods..
everything was perfect!


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it was the last week of camp&i was sososo sad ina it was ending!

second last day of camp---

sa3ad he came&covered my eyes; ill miss you..     he said whispering into my eye.

me; sa3aad!    i said removing his hands from my eyes gently,   ill miss you more!

sa3ad; jad shasawe ib kuwait badounich? sneaking out of the hotel wiya il 9aidat! (friends&cousins) getting lost in the woods!

me i laughed; lat'thekirni!

sa3ad; hmm 3a6eeni your facebook name aw shay 3ashan we keep in touch!
ayaam facebook..
  
me; eeh okay Nia AlFlani

the next day


we said our last goodbyes&headed to the plane..
i felt as if a piece of my heart was missing.

i got so use to seeing his face everyday for 4 weeks.
when we'd joke around&pick on each other.


i arrived in kuwait finding my family&friend waiting for me i gave each a big hug..
wa9alna ilbayt i chilled with my fam&told them about camp.

after 1 hour or so i ran up stairs&opened my laptop..
logged in facebook&saw sa3ad alflani would like to add you as a friend.

a huge smile was stretched across my face.
i accepted&closed my laptop.. 




few months later


 me&sa3ad have been closer then ever jad i love him&im sure i do!
his curly long hair, his pearly white teeth, his sun kissed skin everything was perfect!
we would talk on facebook aloot intill it became more serous&i gave him my number, later on we got blackberrys and we added eachother on bbm..

we would talk 24/7 if not on bbm on the phone.
it felt like a relationship but we weren't in one.

it was summer of 2011 beginning of june my phone got lost.
i had another one immediately but with another temporary sim card.

its been almost 1 month since ive talked to sa3ad, i miss him so much! i cant live like this i have to find his number i have to talk to him somehow!

it hit me facebook!
i logged on trying to find him finally i did.


i sent him an inbox saying; heey im not sure if you still use facebook or not but telafoni '9a3 o i couldnt contact you in any other way mu 7aftha you number soo if you get this message call me 99******

my heart was racing!

its been about 1 week no answer on inbox&no phone call.
i started to panic!


i travel to turkey for 1 month of the summer vacation..
lema radait il bayt i randomly started looking though old school notebooks&random things then i saw like light baby pink paper that caught my eye.

it had a number on it&in the bottom it had -s

than it hit me!
hatha ra8am sa3aad!

i decided to call it..
1 ring.. 2 ring.. 3 ring.. 4 ringg

my heart was pounding then finally...



sa3ad; aloo
i melted!

me; sa3aad?
i couldnt be happier!

sa3ad; eeh minu ma3ay..

me i said in a low voice; nia

sa3ad; shinu niaa?!

me; eeh

sa3ad; he was quiet for secounds then he said...; nia wain ri7tay all this time, you just decided to forget about me?

me; sa3ad i cant explain    i told him eveeerything.

 sa3ad; nia you dont understand how much i missed you!

me; wallah i miss you more!
a tear shed from my eye.. a tear of happiness, finally i have sa3ad back in my life!

everything was perfect again!
i just loved it!
i loved everything about sa3ad!
i loved our long phone calls&our silly convos on bbm.
i love him.


by the time sa3ads sister came to my school&thats how i became so close to her!


September 2012 it was the beginning school (gabel 7amany came to my school)
i went to pick him up..
before he walked to the car i saw him talking to this guy he looks like sa3ad..
he plays with his hair like sa3ad..
he has the same exact smile&laugh as sa3ad.


oh wait! that is sa3ad!
my heart started beating, fast.

i bbmed him "inta it3arif my brother?"
sa3ad; minu o5ouch?

me; 7amaaany o5ooouy!

sa3ad; wait.. 7amany alflani ib my school o5ouch?

me; eeeh!

sa3ad; o ana a5ir wa7ed a3arif!

me; LOL laa i always tell you about him!



days passed by&he wanted to see me..
kina bil mezra3a ana o ahali&my friend&7amany brought his friend sa3ad..
sa3ad got his horse to the mezra3a we where staying there for the weekend.

our mezra3a is also preeetty big!
i rode destiny to the farthest end of the mezra3a i just chilled there with her, talking to her..
i know you find it weird that i talk to destiny but i love it! i feel like she actually understands me..

minutes later i saw sa3ad riding to me..
we rode next to eachother.
i got off the destiny&just started walking next to her&sa3ad did the same
it was getting pretty dark.

me&sa3ad kept on walking closer&closer to each other..
intill his arm was touching mine.

sa3ad; nia lazem agoulich shay o im just going to be straight about it.

me; shfeek goul.
i felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest!

sa3ad; a7ibich..

me; o ana a7ibik!

sa3ad; laa i love you, love love you!
 i looked at the floor, then looked up again, i brushed my hand softly on his beautiful sun kissed skin&said; i love you 2.


he hugged me sooo tight&whispered in my ears your finally mine<3


 

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shraykum ib my blog so far? dont forget to comment&follow me on twitter @ImJustABlogger thanks! xx &sorry for the boring post!

wla ashoof a black beautiful horse was walking into the arena it was sa3ad.

stay calm nia stay calm.


sa3ad; haa nia 5ala9tay your lesson?

me; eeh

sa3ad; shlon ameera?

me; for a unbroken horse shes pretty good!

sa3ad; so your going to break her?

me; eeh!

the trainer left..

sa3ad; rikbar ameera.

me; laaish?

sa3ad; i want to see you ride her!

me; bes dont you have practice now?

sa3ad; laa 5ala9na bes sam (one of the trainers) wants me to ride this horse.. china o5ouy yabe yishtiri.

me; oh okay.. 9ij 3ad hes beautiful shisma?

sa3ad; lail7een they dont have a name for it!

me; oh okaay..

minutes after 7amany&sara came and they just saw me&sa3ad ride the horses..

me; 7amany 9ij tabeen itshtiri hel 5ail?

7amany; eeh wallah im thinking of it.

me; wallah ityanin!

sa3ad; yalla nia go canter!

me; yalla okay

 i kick ameera softly so she could go, she walked, i kicked her again she walked faster, i kicked her again o she went canter.

at first her canter was pretty good!
bes ba3dain she began to go faster&faster.

sa3ad; slow down nia lail7een shes not broken!

me; adryy im pulling the ranee mu rathya she stops!

faj2a only her two back feet where touching the floor, i found my self holding on to her neck.
right after that she bucked!
my stirrups fell.
she bucked one more time&that what i fell off her.

i got up in a heart beat i saw sa3ad coming closer to me masik 5ailta.

sa3ad; nia are you okaay?

one of the grooms came&held sa3ads horse.

sa3ad; ta3awertaay?

7amany; nia ta3awertay?!

me; laa im fine.
i said while whipping the sand off me.

the groom also got ameera.

sa3ad; mit2akda ma ta3awertay?

me; eeh mit2akda!

i took ameera from the groom&lead her to the stable.

i took the riding gear off her.

sa3ad; 100% sure ina your okaay?

e5tara3t!

me; ilnas ygouloon hey nia aw shaay 5ara3tni!

sa3ad he laughed his adorable ; nia 100%?

me i laughed; eeh 100%!

i cant believe he still remembers!

 100% was an inside joke baini o bain sa3ad ayaam camp!
a555 how i miss those days!

7amany called&told me to come to the car.
salemt 3alaihum&left.

me&7amany went to see 2 other unis.



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the next day was pretty chill i rode again&this time i didnt fall;p
after riding sara came over&we just chilled for the day..
sa3ad&7amany went outt.

tomorrow was the ba6oula, i could tell 7amany was kind of nervous bes i knew he was ready.


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the day of the ba6oula!

it was 12 7amany&i just woke up we got ready&headed to the stables on the way we picked up sara&sa3ad.

wa9alna.

me&sara sat down watching the guys practice before riding..

now its there turn, they opened the arena gate&7amany desh.
he got all clear but the last one,the horse hit the poll lightly but ma 6a7.

sa3ad got the same but 1 poll fell.

 this emarati guy got 1st place 7amany got second&sa3ad got 3rd!

me&sara ended the day at the mall.

the rest of the week was very chill riding&malls;p
it was the last day&we where in sara&sa3aads place..

it was about 7pm selemna 3alaihum&headed to the car so we can hang out with the family a bit before we go back to kuwait.
dashait il sayara&noticed that i forgot my bag.
i went back in&got it selemt 3ala sara one more time, i was walking to the car then
sa3ad said; nia ta3alay shway lazem akelmich.

 my heart was beating so fast.

 

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me; yaa 7aywana 9arli almost 1 year mu shayfitich! i miss you!
 
sa3ad; okay you dont miss me?

me; haha
 7amany 5aza

sara; what are you going to do after this?

me; madry wallah, 7amany shinu ra7 ensawe?

7amany; tabeen later inrid bayt 5alti nitsaba7&change o enrou7 enshoof the university's?

me; sure why nott

7amany; aw tabeen enrou7 a mall o bacher enrou7 enshoof iljam3at?

me; maaallll!

7amany; yalla okaay

me; sara iteen wiyana?

sara; sa3ood 3adi arou7?

sa3ad; eeh 3adi itha omi rithat!

sara; okay 3ayal, akelmich bbm, see you later enshallah!

me; see you!

we got ready&did what we needed to do..
sara could come, marainaha on the way o ri7na a random mall..

we caught up
jad i missed this girl soo much!

the day was well spent..    



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i woke up&brushed my teeth, combed my hair etc.
nezelt ta7at selemt 3ala 5alti.

me; wain 7amany?

5alti; dara ga3ed bil 7adeeqa

me; oh okay

6ala3t bara he was smoking.

i  went up to him&pulled the cigarette away from his mouth.
i stepped on it.

me; chem mara agoulik stop smokingg!?

7amany; im trying to! wallah nia mu sahil!

me; still its bad for you!

7amany his packet ib mi5bata&looked at the floor.

me; shinu ra7 ensawe ilyoum?

7amany; practice ba3dain enrou7 enshoof il jam3at! 

me; oh okaay!

7amany; rou7ay bedlay il7een 3ashan enrou7.

me; okay

i wasnt going to ride today..
so i wore a plain white loose shirt that covered my butt.
i wore leggings with the shirt&paired them with orange tods.

in half an hour we went to the stables.
wa9alna embacher&it still wasnt time for the practice so we just walked around&talked about random stuff.

 PING!!!

PING!!!

 i check my bbm

sara; wainichh?

me; stables!

sara; im omw

me; okaay

me&7amany sat down on chairs watching other people practice.
in a matter of minutes w9alaw sara&sa3ad.

sara; halaa!

me; hala wallaah!

i got up&hugged her

me; heyy sa3ad!

sa3ad; halaa shlounich?

me; great!

i always get butterflies when i see him aw talk to him!
o 9arli 2 years o a3arfa!

selimaw 3ala o5ouy.

sa3ad&7amany went to get there horses.
 ana o sara where just sitting talking to eachother.

sara; your riding bacher 9a7?

me; yeaah u?

sara; eeh, ay 5ail?

me; ameera, awal mara arkabha!

sara; ameera? ameera 5ail o5ouy il yadeeeda!

me; 9ijj? shes not broken 9a7?

sara; nope fa derbalich!

for anyone who doesnt know what broken is, you have to break a horse to ride it safely..
you dont actually break the horse you just tame it.


they finished training, selemna 3ala ba3ath&left.

we went to 2 unis&one 3ajebni waayed!
the campus was amazing!
the people there where also nice&they had a stable not so far away from it.

 after we went back to the house, i couldnt sleep.
what if i fall off the horse tomorrow?
laa nia think positive!


i slept at 4.






7amany; nia.. nia goumay ra7 nit2a5ar!


me; bes 5 minutes!

7amany; tara ill leave without you! &your riding today remember?

me; 9aaa7!

i got up brushed my teeth, faced my face etc..
i wore my black jodhpurs (ban6aroun especially for riding)
with a off white shirt that had studs on it.

we went to the stables.
we where right on time.
i went to ameeras stable, she already had on her riding gear.

i leaded her to the arena, fixed the stirrups&got on her.
sara came in after me.

our trainer was treaching us how to break a horse..
ameera kanat ga3da itshayish 3alay wayed!
she would buck&run 3ala kaifha but i would bring her back on track..
3ugub the training 5ala9, we go off the horses&we where ready to walk out of the gate.
sara already 6la3at i was talking to the trainer.
wla ashoof a black beautiful horse was walking into the arena it was sa3ad.