chapter 13

&that was the last time i heard of aziz..
intill today.

5azni wla faj2a thi7ak
aziz; nia?
he said surprised!

i didnt know what to do, i was so scared/surprised!
9arli 1 year ma shifta after the incident.
i back away slowly.

3aziz; umm nia?

me; umm.. hmm.. eeh?

he laughed..
i got even more scared&started to back away even faster!

3aziz; wain ray7a?! ni6ray bakelmich!

me; theres nothing to say..

jawa was just staring at his in shock!

me; jawa ta3alay!

i pulled her as i was walking away he grabbed my wrist!
he pulled me closer to him and said; embala i have lots to say:)

i pushed him!

me; inta ma tisti7i 3ala wayhik wa5ir 3ani!
i said almost shouting.

3aziz; heday heday bes bagoulich shay wa7ed..

me; shtabe?!

3aziz; ana ma5ala9t minich..

jawa grabbed my hand. we both turned around&walked away!

i was terrified!
il7een shinu be9eer feeny!
lazem agoul 7ag 7amany, la2 i cant hes going to make a huge problem!
it better than him doing something to me!
i was paranoid!
lazem agoul 7ag shaikha shell know what to do!

i called her bsr3a.
me; shayou5 wainich?

shaikha; intay ili wainich? ta3alay 3and 9oub shoe box!

luckily, we where close to it.

me; okay kani yaya!

i hung up&walked as fast as i could!
as i was walking i saw 3aziz&a group of his friends.
5azni, i felt like a snake was crawling down my back.

wa9alna shoe box.

7amany; nia wain ri7tay?!

me; inta ili wayn ri7t! i was searching for you everywhere!

salem; taboon shay gabel enrou7 il shalaih?

me; bes abe kakaw:D

7amany; enzaain 5anrou7 il jam3iya!

me; yalla okay..

we went to any random jam3iya&bought aloooot of things!
i knew the way to the shalaih was going to be ma95ara!

dashaina il sayara o o5ouy being the lazy him told salem to driver because he wasnt in the mood.
since salem was driving kint egdar esta3bi6 3ala 7amany wayed:D
kina ib my brothers tahoe! (nou3 sayara)
so there was plenty of room we put all the things we bought from the jam3iya everywhere around us.
we where joking around&everything was great!
7amany was being boring!
i put right by my side nicki minaj ft. chris brown.
i jumped jidam o ga3ad 3ala.

It all comes down to this
I miss your morning kiss
I won’t lie
I’m feelin' it
You don’t know
I’m missing it
I’m so gone I’m must it
It’s too much to hold it in
I can’t say no more than this
I just hope your heart hear me now
I let you know how I’m feeling
You own my heart he just renting
Don’t turn away
Pay attention
I’m pourin' out my heart oh boy

I-I, I’m not living life
I’m not living right
I’m not living if you’re not by my side
Oooh-ohhh


kint ga3da esta3bi6 3ala waaayed! he laughed.
faj2a salem changes the song to adele someone like you.

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too

kilna ga3deen en5iza o ohwa hes lip singing=))

7amany; salem inta shinu mazajik?

salem; umm nia shfeech '3ayertay il '3niya

jawa; eeh eh.. nia changed the song :|

we all laughed!

wa9alna il shalaih.

i took shaikha up! i told her the story&asked her what i should do!

shaikha; nia lazem itgouleen 7ag o5ouch!

me; i caant! you saw how nice this day was going mara7 a5arba!

shaikha; entay it3arfeen 3aziz hes crazy ygdar ysaw ili yabe! 

me; if this problem get bigger bagoul 7ag 7amany!

shaikha; promise?

me; eeh i promise!

the rest of the night was chill.

we slept around 1am.

-

i woke up finding few bbms twitter&a message.

i opened the message it was from..

chapter 12

i look up&it was..
aziz!

la it couldnt be aziz! not him!

aziz was one of my bestfriends! 3ala8etna kanet 7ail qawiya!
bes youm il ayaam he ruined everything!
this is how it all went!

kina bil shalaih ana shaikha jawa salem amal 7amany manal and a bunch of 7amanys friends..
we have this thing when we make a huge circle&play truth or dare!
i was sitting next to him, everything was fine&everyone was acting like themselves..
we spun the bottle, it landed on me&my cousin ali..
he dared me to hug my other cousin rakan shay 3adi i always hug my cousins bes this was a year ago when i thought everything was 3adi..
i looked at 7amany&he seemed 3adi about it since rakan like lives in our house!
i got up&hugged rakan!
3ugub radait eg3ad ib mukani wla aziz faj2a yit'3ayer o ykoun 7ail 7aqeer&weird?

me; aziz 3a6ni il may yemik

aziz; goulay 7ag rakan eyeeba!

me; aziz la testa3bi6 3a6ni il may!

i leaned over to get it wla he turns off the cigaret on my hand!
i showed!

me; AAA77777777!

7amany; nia shfeech?! he got up from his seat!

everyone was looking at me!
i covered my hand bsr3a and looked at aziz he gave me a siktay stare!
i got scared&didnt know what to say!

me; mafeeny shay bes a ant bit my hand!

everyone laughed&continued the game..
kan feeny bachya!
i got up&dashait il shalaih, i went to my room&cried!

the door opened it was jawa&shaikha!
i ran&hugged them!

shaikha; nia shfeech?! nia laish ga3da itabcheen?!

jawa; nia?! whats wrong?!

me; j-jawa sh-shaayou5 shoofay

i lifted my red swollen hand that had a black hole on it!

jawa; a77 an ant did that to you?!

shaikha; ;o nia! hatha mu ant bit! its a cigarette burn!

she moved the ashes, i cried harder!
she was soo mad her&jawa!

jawa; WHO DID THIS TO YOU?!

me i looked at the floor; aziz.

they mouth formed an "O"

shaikha; walllaah ana araweee!

jawa; wallah itha ma dist ib ba6na hatha il 7aywaan!

me; laa! you cant do anything please mabe akebir il salfa!

shaikha; enzain 3al 3a8al goulay 7ag o5ouch!

me; laa i cant things will be even worse!

shaikha; itha you dont i will!

she walks out the room&faj2a gets pushed back in!

3aziz; laaa tabeen itgouleen 7ag 7amaany?!

jawa; itha shloun titjara2 itsaw feeha chithi ma tisti7e 3ala wayhik?!

3aziz; iklay 5ara yalaa! la itshoofen shay ma shifte ib 7ayatich!!

shaikha; ikil tibiin! minu inta 3ashan itkelimha chithi!? e7tirim nefsik!

he got mad&pushed shaikha 6a7et 3al arth!
he came walking to me laughing!

jawa; mara7 itjees'ha!

she jumped on his back!
shaikha got up&held his feet!
i didnt know what to do!

i slapped his ;hatha 3ashan dazait shaikha
i slapped him again ;3ashan kelemt jawa ib esloub 5ara mithil wayhik!

jawa got up and punched his stomach ; o hatha 3ashan 3awert nia!
we all ran out&locked him in the room!

rakathna to the dewaniya&found salem sitting down..

salem; nia? shfeekum?!

shaikha; salem! engoulik bes latgoul 7ag a7ad o latsaw shay!

salem; shfeekum?!

me; la shaikha!

shaikha; nia we have to!

she told his everything!
he was soo shocked!
he came close to me o misak edee.

me; a77!

salem; weld ilkelb!

he walked out mad/fastly!
he went to the room he unlocked it letting aziz out..
kilmen kan ga3ed bil 9ala yem my room.

salem; YAA WELD IL KEELB INTA MA TISTI7Y 3ALA WAYHIK!?

aziz; ENTA SHFEEK?!

salem; ANA ILI SHFEENI WLA INTA ILI SHFEEK? SHLON TITJARA2 ITSAW CHITHI IB NIA?!

my brother got up in a blink of an eye&ran to aziz!

7amany; hatha shimsawe ib nia?!

salem; shoof eed i5tik!

7amany looked at the black/red hole on my hand.
kil il shabab kanaw majoudeen..

7amany; ayel 7aywan!

mesek 3aziz&beat him up kil il shabab 6ago!
kila dem 3al arth!

rakan wa5ir 7amany min kithir ma ga3ed y6iga
aziz couldnt even move on the floor he looked dead..!

7amany; WA5IR 3ANY HATHA IL7AYWAN ILKELB SHLON YIJARA2 YJEES I5TY O RABI3HA!

he pushed him&continued hitting him!

rakan; 5alaa9 7amany hed hed mat il weled!

7amany; 3ashan yit3alam maysaweeha mara thanya hel zbala!

-aziz was still alive.

they dragged him to the guest house&waited for him to get up.
1 hour passed o ohwa ib nefs il mukan, he didnt die he fained..

7amany; laish ma gilteeli ina sawa feech chithi? ana o5ouy mafrouth awal wa7ed itgouleenla!

my eyes where full of tears!

me; kint 5ayfa itha agoulik aw agoul 7ag ay a7ad ysaw feeny shay!

shaikha; ana gilt 7ag salem.. nia kanet 5ayfa!

7amany; lat5afeen mara7 ysaw feech shay ta3alay..

he gave me a hug.
i love 7amany!

aziz got up, 7amany 6arda min il shalaih.
&that was the last time i heard of aziz.

chapter 11

this chapter is dedicated to @SadanAlHamoud for being an amaazing supporter!


***; ENTAAY GA3DA ITKELMEEN MINU?!

me; umm 7amany kint ga3da akelim salem.

i never lie to 7amany..

7amany; o shako i love you more! ma tista7een 3ala wayhiich?!

he grabbed my phone out of my hand..
i was in shock!

me; abdulrahman! enta mu min9ijik? tedry ini wayed close wiya salem o ohwa 7esbat o5ouy il thany! i mean i love you as a brother nothing more&he knows that!

he just stood there staring at me!
this is awkward!
1 minute passed&hes still staring!

me; umm 7amany?

7amany; sorry nio thanks for telling me the truth!

me; of course i will!

7amany; dam inich ga3da bilbait brou7ich ta3alay gi3day wiyana bil dewaniya!

me; laa 3adi big3ad ib dari thank you anyways!

7amany; okay kaifich bes itha itmileen ta3alay dewaniya!

me; enshallah!

he left the room&closed the door.
i called shaikha..

me&shaikha
shaikha; aloo

me; shaikha entay 3a6aitay rashed my pin 9a7?!

shaikha; nia i can explain why!

me; whyy?:)

shaikha; nia kan ga3ed y7in 3alaay kilyoum for you pin ygouli ina yabeech ib mawthou3 wayed muhim! giltla ina you wont accept&your not like that bes ila he wants your pin&i gave it to him! wallah sorry a5ir mara wallah!

me; laaaish ma gilteeli!

shaikha; madry kan loya!

me; okaay yalla bye akelmich lateeer!

sadait il telafoni&put my head 3ala my ma5ada&slept!
i woke up at around 6 i washed my face&changed into sweats&a one of my brothers shirts
nezelt ta7at o shift obouy ga3ed wiya 7amany&rashed!

me; BABAA!!!!
i ran up to him&hugged him 7ail!

obouy laughing; nia shlounich 7abeebty! walaht 3alaich!

me; baba shako itsafer o matgouli:(?

obouy; wallah nia can kilshay last second o kintay ib madrisa! ri7t ayeeb your medication.

me; ohh okaay:D  yibtli shay min looondon?:D

obouy; shinu ma yibtlich? sharaitlich london kila!

me; wallah a7ibik baba!

obouy; ana akthar 7abeebty

me; ana barou7 atsaba7

i got up, kissed my dad on his head&headed to my room.
i took a looong warm shower!
6ila3t bedelt into my pajamas.
my head was hurting nezelt akil 3ashan i take my medication.

i was walking super slow i had no energy at all!
my head pain increased!

wa9alt ta7at o kalait bsr3a o 5athat yumkin 6 different pills!
in a mattar of minutes i was fine!

i have low blood pressure, ya3ni my blood pressure yinzil bsr3a!
itha its going down my head hurts, my vision become blurry, ma 3andi energy, i faint, and in rare cases there wont be enough blood in my body for my heart to pump, for example a regular human produces 100 blood cells in 1 minute, i produce 50 blood cells in one minute..

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this week passed by fine!
no drama at all, i loved that!
it was thursday!
o kilish  i wasnt in the mood to go to the shalaih.
bes adry the girls wanted to go!
they came over at 3.

me; haa shinu taboon itsawoon ilyouum?

shaikha&jawa; shalaaaih:D

me; it9adgoun malait min rou7at il shalaih 5an '3air shwaya!

shaikha; enzain enrou7 my shalaih:D

me; ahalich ra7 ykounoon mawjoudeen?

shaikha; laa ahali emsafreen!

me; omi mara7 tirtha! lazem ahalich mawjoudeen:( 5ala9 well just go to mine!

jawa&shaikha; okaay:D bes 5anrou7 filim before bil kout o ba3dain well go!

me; okay agoul 7ag omi il7een:D

i went down to tell my mom&dad they let me go bes only if 7amany came 3ashan ahali ma kanaw ra7 eyoun!
i told 7amany o ritha!

i went up to the girl&we got ready!
it was just me, jawa, shaikha&7amany!
on our way to the kout we picked up salem!
we arrived there it was pretty full!
we watched the avengers!

it was about 6pm!
gilna enrou7 il shalaih ilsa3a 9!
ga3deen en7ous ib ilkout! wla me&jawa get lose!
we where walking around wla i bump into someone
i look up&it was...

chapter 10:D

what the hell?
la mu9ij!

Rashed AlFlani would like to add you.
shyabe hatha?
shako he adds me?!
o min wainla min pin!

salem.

bithba7a!
my heart was beating so fast&it felt hot all of a sudden!
i declined.

me&salem (on bbm)

me; testa3bi6?!

salem; nia shfeech?

me; es2al nefsik!

salem; shsawaaait?!

me; shako ta36i rashed my pin!

salem; he added you on bbm?!

me; eh:)

salem; badig il7een!

me; laa il7een badish il sayara o9al il bayt o akelmik!

im so confused!

7amany 2shir 3alay..
7amany; yalaa nia!

selemt 3ala my friends&got into the car.

me; shfeek mista3eel?

7amany; lazem amour 9a7bi!

enshallah its not rashed!
me&7amany go to the same school, hes a senior.
hes only 17 bes he still drives.

wa9alna bayt rafija..

BEEP BEEP

i tall figure came out..
rashed.

la2 this is going to be soo awkward!
desh il sayara china he didnt just add me on bbm!

rashed; salaam!

me&7amany; 3alaikum ilsalaaam!


rashed; haa wain ray7een il7een?

7amany; bamour 3ala macdonald o enrid il baayt

rashed; yalla okay

i was so quite
o ohma ga3deen y'3anoun o ysolfoun!
wa9alna macdonald.

rashed; olaaa sh6oul il drive threw!

7amany; okaay 3ayaal ana enzil shinu tabooun?

rashed; laa 7amany! 3adi eg3ad ana enzil!

7amany; laa shda3wa a9lan 6la3t min il sayara!

rashed; hmm abe 1 big mac!

7amany; okay o nia?

me; bes abe french fries mu wayed yo3ana

7amany; okaay

he left
it was just me&rashed!

rashed; laish sakta?

me; shagoul?

rashed; shlounik? sha5barik?

me; shlounik?

rashed; ib5air! enzain nia.. laish matsaween accept bbm?

me; bes i dont have guys ma 3arifhum bbm!

rashed; bes you have salem?

me; salem 7asbet o5ouy il thany!

rashed; 7esbet o5ouch il thany ha? o abdulrahman yedri ina you have him on bbm?

me; eeh 7amany yedri!

rashed; ahaa..

this is just beyond awkward!
7amany was calling my phone.

me&7amany

7amany; hala nia shinu taboun tishraboun?

me; ana bes abe may

7amany; o rashed?

me; rashed shinu tabe tishrab?

rashed; bes maay

me; ygoul bes yabe maay

7amany; okay shway o aye!

me; okaay yalla bye!

me&rashed started talking about random stuff!
i kind of felt comfortable around him!
wa9alna il bayt
no one was in the house! i hated it!

i went up to my room&changed
i bbmed salem&told him to call

me&salem

salem; alo nio! 9ij rashed thafich aw bes chithi ga3da itsaween feeny daga?

me; o laish asaw feek daga? shako ta36e my pin?!

salem; walaah nio ma 3a6aita!

me; you 7amany&shaikha are the only people that know rashed!

salem; shdarani! bes wallah nia its not me!

yumkin its shaikha?
it better not be!

me; a9adgik dont worry

salem; zain ashwa!

me; yalla ana barou7 il7een!

salem; tabeen shay?

me; laa salamtik!

salem; allah yselmich! yalla love you byee!

me; love you more! byee!

we ended the call..
wla faj2a..

****; ENTAAY GA3DA ITKELMEEN MINU?!

chapter 9

hello! dont forget to comment in the bottom&follow me on twitter @ImJustABlogger xx

i woke up..

i checked the clock its 2;30

shiiit! i got up&got ready to start the day!

nazelt ta7at&saw salem sitting on the couch watching tv.

a55 he looked soo hot!

laa nia what are you say hatha 5asbet o5ouch!

salem; 9abaa7 il5aair!

me; 9ab7 ilnoor!

i walked to the counter to make breakfast!

salem; shlounich? 

me; zaina winta shlounik?

salem; tmaam!

me; wain shayou5?

salem; ga3da wiya 7amany 3al balcony.

me; o rashed?

salem; went back to his shalaih, madry itha ra7 erid.

me; ohh okay

i felt kind of happy that he left, its awkward when hes around!

salem; emshay 5ani6la3

me; laa salem o5ouy ma yirtha o you3anaa bakil!

salem; haha yalla eklay yel ba6a!

me; chuub!

salem; 3ad ana shway you3an ba3ad!

me; il7een minu il ba6a!

salem; lail7een intay! yalla saweeli akil wiyaach!

me; 5adamet obouk?

salem; laaa 5adamty!

me; waay 7adik 9a5eeef!

we ate ma3a ba3ath&talked about really random stuff!

after 6al3na 3and 7amany&shayou5.

shaikha; niaa! sehbay e'3rathich bin 7ader il7een!

me; male 5uuulg!

7amany; yalla nia nebi enrid!

me; yalla okaay bes shaikha ta3alay ma3ay!

we went up to the room&packed.

*knocking on the door*

7amany; haa 5ala9taaw?

me; eeeh!

we went out 

while walking down i asked 7amany wain aljawhara..

7amany; ib shalaih rafijat'ha

me; oh okaay..

esta'3rabt shway.. min mita aljawhara ti6la3 wayed?

anywayss salem kan ga3ed ysoug o 7amany yema..

i decided to bbm salem

me&salem

nia; saleeeem shako itsoooug? your too young stop the caar!

PING!!! 

PING!!!

salem; shda3wa nioo! chill!

nia; okay 5ala9..

i looked at him he was on twitter&driving wla agoul

me; DONT TEXT&DRIIIIVE!

salem; im not texting! im on twitter!

me; nefs il shaay!

salem; well actually twitter is a social network&texting is texting!

me; la laa! =D bes stop using your phone!

he dropped his phone&started driving 3adil!

3ala fikra 7amany knows that me&salem are really close!

the rest of the car ride was really chill! wa9alna ilbayt il shabab ra7aw il dewaniya&shayou5 redet il bayt.. i was home alone.

omi kanat 6al3a!

the rest of the day i didnt nothing but watch tv&chill!

-

lisa; nia nia wake up time for school nia! wake up its 7;30!

me; shiit! okay yala go out!

i got up&did what i needed to do.

wa9alt school&as usual im late!

the day way okayy..

it was lunch kint ga3da wiya the group..

ana, jawa, amal, sara, manal&much more.

ga3deen ib our usual spot.

salem was walking towards us.

ilbanat; umbaay why is salem walking towards our table? umbaay hes walking towards us! ashkara yabe ykelim nia!

me; waay chubaw!

salem; halaa shlounkum?

ilbanat; ib5air!

salem; :) enzain nia ta3alay shway bakelmich!

ilbanat; ohh niaa;)

me; bes chubaw!

i walked away&talked to salem

salem; nia fe shay bainich o bayn rashed?

me; laa 6ab3an! ma 3arfa!

salem; nia you can tell me anything!

me; o im telling you ma3arfa ana shako fe?

really?

salem; enzain 3ashan yabe your pin!

me; salem laa dont give it to him!

salem; lat5afeen nio im not! why could i?

jad a7ibaa! (as friends)

me; okay yalla ana barid!

salem; okay akelmich bbm byee!

at the girls side;

sara; laish kilsa3 salem yabe ykelim nia shinu maku shi3il?!

jawa; entay shako feeha? there bestfriends&you know that!

amal; eeh 9a7 kalam jawa bes still mu china shway ma9a5ha?

jawa; shlon ma9a5ha? 

amal; madry..

manal; ilmushkila she knows i like him!

amal; laa il7een you taking it too far! nia ma 3andiha hel suwalif there just friends!

manal; umm... bes siktaw shes coming out!

-

it was finally 2;30

it was after school..

i got a bbm

you got a request from ****

what the hell?

laa mu9ij

chapter 8

***; HEEY! intaw shga3deen itsawoon!

it was shaikha!
galby 6a7 ib ba6ni bes in the same time i was relieved!
it couldve been 7amany aw salem bes al7amdillah it was shaikha!

rashed bent down&picked up a carrot he found on the floor..
he went to face the horse&fed it.

me; we're finding il7aris!

shaikha; 9iij? o why where you finding him.

rashed looked at her and said; 3ashan 3anda mifta7 il shalaih o abe arou7 ilma6ba5!

shaikha; laish tabe itrou7 il ma6ba5?

rashed; ayeeb akil 7ag the rest of the movie!

shaikha; ahaa..

rashed; please sa3deena!


shaikha helped us find the 7aris he was walking on the beach..
lagaina o 5athatna il mifta7, we got food&went back to the dewaniya!
it was 4 elfayer o ma kan feeny ilnoum but we went to our room anyways..
ana o shaikha ga3adna ensolef wla my phone rings it was aljawhara..

me&aljawhara

me; alo
aljawhara; niaa ta3alay open the gate mal shalaih im out side!
me; yaya wiya minu?
aljawhara; ma7ad its just me&rakan!

rakan is my cousin he grow up with us so we consider him as our brother!

let me describe him..
hes my hight bes a bit taller, very tan! dont have '3amazat, jisma 7ilo.
sha59eeta wayed chill, does what he wants when he wants! very sweet!

i went out with shaikha..
we took the rhino to the gate because we werent in the mood of walking!
fata7t il gate aljawhara came out!

aljawhara; aww you came with a rhino so i wouldnt have to walk!
me; sure..

i went to rakan 3ashan aselim 3ala

me; heey loser!

rakan; halaa! shlounich?

me; zaina u?

rakan; ib 5air!

me; ha ra7 tig3ad ib shalaihna?

rakan; laa rab3i na6reeny!

me; oh okay then byee derbalik!

rakan; byee you2!


i rode the rhino&went back to the shalaih!
on the way back aljawhara acted weird..

aljawhara; shgiltay 7ag rakan?

me; nothing bes selemt 3ala

aljawhara; ana o shako itselmeen?

me; 7aram aselim 3ala my cousin?

aljawhara; la?

me; 5ala9 3ayal!

awal mara, akeed something was going on!
ana o shaikha went back to our room and just chilled.
it was about 4;45am o lail7een we werent tired!
the sun was coming up shway&it looked beautiful!
we decided we wanted to do a photoshoot!
we changed into decent closes and went out..

i wore my american eagle mini shorts that had alot of rips on it&a crop top&flip flops.
my long wavy hair was down.

we took a couple of pictures on the beach, then shayou5 said i should take out destiny, my horse, and ride her..
i did what she did.. i loved it the wind, the sunlight, everything was perfect!
the pictures turned out to be amaazing!
we where taking the last few pictures before we went back in it was 5;30

the dewaniya door opened bes ana ma la7etht..
i was cantering.. it you dont know what that is, its when the horse is slow running china jogging bes in a faster form..
nezelt min il 5ail.. i turned around to talk to shaikha wla ed3am ib salem!

me; shayou5 shanshoof il 6ouwar!    wla i i bump into him..
me; shit! sorry     i ran to the other side of the horse so he wouldnt see my shorts!

shai5a ga3da it5izni o she tried to cover me up!
fashlaaa!

salem; wallah sorry;p shfeech you hiding behind the horse?

me; umm mafeeny shay.

salem; oh okay;p anyways laish lail7een mu naymeen?

me; mafeeny ilnoum!

salem; fa itirkabeen il 5ail min il9ub7?

me; haha yup!

i walked away 3ashan arid il5ayl to the stables!
salem walked the other side.

salem; shga3deen itsaween? photo shoot?

me; yuup!

salem; 3ad 3adi ashoof il9uwar?

me; laa 6ab3an!

salem; afaa laish?

me; bes!

i put her back in the stables..
salem got tired&headed back
me&shayou5 went back to the room..
bes dashait ildar o ga3ad 3al frash

i got a bbm from salem

salem; you looked beautiful today!

thats soo cute!

nia; thankyou!

salem; just being honest!

i took a quick shower&changed into my pjs
6abait 3al frash&instantly slept.

chapter 7

it opens turn out to be..

rashed?!

nia; rashed?!  *i said in a really low voice*

rashed; nia?!

he looked really happy to see me!

7amany; minu 3and il bab?

rashed; wa7da!

7amany comes to see who it is.!

7amany; ohh rashood hathy i5ty nia o rafijat'ha shaikha

rashed; ohh hala! o ana rashed:D

me&shaikha; heey

dashaina da5el il dewaniya&started watching the movie the devil inside me

me&shayou5 ga3deen 3ala 1 sofa o il shabab ga3deen ib sofa thanya..

me; 7amaaaany! ta3aaal eg3ad yami a5aaf!

7amany; awww my baaaby it5afeeen!

me; chub bes ta3aal!

he came and sat next to me.

ana,shayou5&7amany lazgeen ib ba3ath!

scary part came o na6aait 3ala 7amany!

i got a bbm

me&saloom

salem; LOOL sheklich fillm!

nia; chub bes chub!

i was too scared o 6ala3t min dewaniya i was walking around the shalaihh..

the dewaniya door opened and rashed came out!me

he walked up to me&said

rashed; wain il ma6ba5?

me; tabe ma6ba5 il bayt wla the main one?

rashed; ay shay

me; okay dish il shalaih kamil seeda awaal lefa yisar

rashed; oh okay thankyou

me; welcome

he reached the shalaih door&it was locked the key kan wiya il 7aris

rashed; nia! the door is locked!

me; oh okay wait dageega ill get the keys

i ran to the 7aris and knocked on his door

no one answered..

me; umm rasheed!

rashed; halaa!

me; il 7aris mu mawjoud ib dara ta3al sa3idni adawra!

rashed; okay!

we went looking eveeerywhere! we couldnt find him!

rashed; ya3ni wain ra7?

me; maadry!

i was thinking of the places he might be it wla it hit me! the stables!

me; oh yumkin hes at the stables!

rashed; ohh mashallaaah! 3andikum stables?

me; haha eeh! follow me!

on our way it was pretty awkward my heart was beating soo fast and i didnt know why!

wa9alna the stables!

deshaina da5il o shifna il 5youl!

rashed; the're beautiful!

me; thank you!

rashed; ay wa7ed malich?

i pointed at my horse&said; hathy! & this ones for 7amany o il thanya 7ag i5ty aljawhara!

rashed; there really nice!

me; thanks!

i found telafon il 7aris ib the stable

rashed came in with me!

i was petting the back of 7amanys horse, rashed came really close to me, he was petting it as well..

it was really awkward!

he came closer&closer. till his arm was touching mine i turned&he came closer wla faj2a

***; HEEY! intaw shga3deen itsawoon!

chapter 6!

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nizal ildareesha wla y6la3...

rashed!

nia; rashed?

rashed; ohh nia! hala! shfeekum?

me; wugaf 3alaina il rhino!

rashed; awal jetski il7een rhino! ba3dain shinu?

me; haha madry shfee faj2a wugaf!

rashed; hmm 5anshoof shilsalfa.

nezelna ta7at soo he could see the rhino.

he fixed it.

rashed; nia ta3alaay 5an araweech shlon itsha'3leena itha wugaf mara thanya.

i walked over and leaned down to see.

we where really close!

i didnt pay attention to what he said at all!

i was sooo distracted by his eveerything!

he reached out to the keys and i reached out to the button ili yema!

our hands touched! we moved them instantly!

thainatna 6ale3na il arth! kan 7aail fashla!

rashed; umm sorry!

nia; 3adii.

he taught me how to do it..

he followed us to the shalaih making sure we arrived safely!

that was soo cute!

wa9alna il shalaaih, it was about 8 bilail.

we where too tired to do anything so we just stayed up watching movies..

jawa deshet ildar&said

jawa; banaat..

me&shaikha; hala?

jawa; ba7ader ilyoum!

shaikha; laaaish?

jawa; omi bildeera o maree'6 big3ad wiyaha!

nia; ohh matshoof shar enshallah!

jawa; ilshar mayeelich!

shaikha; mita bitrou7een?

jawa; il7een! ilsayegh bara!

me; ohh okay agi6ich 3an sayartich

we dropped her off

my phone started ringing

it was 7amany.

me&7amany;

me; alo?

7amany; niooooo!

me; shtabee?

7amany; ta3alay entay o shaikha ta7at 5anshoof filim thany!

me; okay shway o eny

we went down to the dewaniya in our pajamas we where so not in the mood!

i knocked the door..

it opens and it turns out to be...

chapter 5

NIA NIAAA NIOO GOUMAAAY!

me; haa? mabee leave me alooone!

7amany; gouuumaaaay! yalaaa! binizil ba7aaar!

i got out of bed instantly!

me; BA7AAR?! yaala il7een babedil!

7amany; hebla!

i got up and changed into my bikini wiya shorts&a shirt

i jumped on the bed waking up jawa!

shaikha already woke up min 9ra5 7amany.

me; JAWAAA! YALLA GOUMAAY RA7 NINZIL BA7AAR!

jawa; nia besss!

shaikha; haa tara agi6 maay 3alaaich!

jawa; yalla gi6ay may

shaikha throw cold water 3ala jawa.

jawa gamet it9ari5!

7amany&salem came running in!

7amany; nia!! shfeech? sh9aar?

i jumped down and covered myself wiya the blanket

me; mafeena shay we're just chilling

7amany; shel 9ra5?!

shaikha; ga6ait may barid 3ala jawa!

7amany; hahah maskeena! yalla saloom 5anezil il jet lema it5al9oun ta3alaw ta7at..

me; okaaay:D

they finished changing, nazelna ta7at&ate a light breakfast.

i rode my jetski wiya shaikha, jawa kanet 3ala my super jet..

we rode till it was about 1, gawlooly endish nakil o enrid..

i skipped them and drove off reaaly far!

faj2a wijaf il jet..

i tried re starting it bes it didnt work..

we decided to wait awhile and just chill ga3adna 3al edge dipping our feel bil ba7ar..

half an hour passed o i tried to re start the jet still ma eshta8al

il7een we started to panic! 

we where in the middle on the sea&no one was around us!

6af 1 sa3a o e7na in nefs il mukan o il jet mu rathy yishti8il

shaikha; nia! nia shoofay theres a guy there! nedyy! 

nia; laa shayou5 fashla!

shaikha; 9arlina 6a'3reeban sa3tain o eljet mu rathy yishti8il!

nia; okay bes entay ra7 itkelmeena

shaikha; sure..

nadaita o he came..

jad awal mara ashoof wa7ed mazyoun chithi!

tana7na ib wayha!

the guy; hala? asa3edkum ib shay?

kan 7aail mu7tirim he didnt even look at me in the eye!

shaikha; umm eh.. il.. ahh jet umm..

nia; il jet wugaf 3alaina faj2a o mu rathy yishti8il!

the guy: okay nizlaw shway 5anshoof shilmushkila.

ana o shaikha nezelna bil ba7ar

he swam towards the jet, he got up trying to figure out fee..

nia; sh9ar?

the guy; il thaher the engine got caught to something..

his english accent!

literally i melted!

nizal min iljet he got closer to me and closer to me..

shisafita hatha hes coming too close!

his leg 7ash reeli!

the guy; wallah sorry mu qazdi a7oush reelich!

i didnt say a word!

he check the engine o 6la3 waayed seaweed mit3alig fee!

he fixed it o started the jet again.

me; mashkoour matga9ir wallah i said shyly

the guy; laa shda3wa masawait shay!

me; yalla 3ayal e7na binrou7!

the guy; bes shisimkum?

me; im nia o hathy rafishti shaikha

the guy; ohh im rashed!

me; well nice meeting you bye!

rashed; you2! shalaina mikan *ashar 3ala his shalaih* itha taboun shay.

me; thank you so much!

rashed; anytime!

we headed back..

ana o shayou5 decided to keep what happened baini o baynha.

jawa; wain ri7taw?! we where finding you guys everywhere!

shaikha; we got lost shwaya

jawa; got lost? shlon you got lost?

me; madry anyways whats for lunch im staaarving!

7amany; macdonald!

me; alaah barou7 akil byee!

we went inside to eat

ana o shaikha where talking about how hot rashed was!

we where done eating.

tasaba7na&changed.

i wore my jeans shorts it came up to me knee&a white flowing shirt!

rakabna il rhino and we where driving it bara il shalaih..

we passed rasheds shalaih shifna ga3ed wiya ahala bara.

it was sooo cute!

on our way back il rhino e5tirab 3alaina, and again it was only me&shaikha

shaikha; nooot agaain! x.x

a car passed us, kan nissan patrol! i looove that caar!

esherna 3ala calling it to help. it parked new to the rhino il dareesh nzilat o 6la3..

chapter 4

derbalich min jawa

what? derbali min jawa?!

i replayed; minuu?

seconds later i got a replay..

"mala da3i it3arfeen minu. bes derbalich ma wedy shay muzain y9eer feech."

what do they mean by that?

salem; nia shfeech?

me; mafeeny shay

salem; ahaa.. ta3alay 5anitmasha 3al ba7ar!

me; umm laa 7amany mara7 yirtha.

salem; shda3waa intay 7asbat i5ty!

me; laa i cant

salem; umm okay 3ayal ta3alay shway abe akelmich.. brou7na.

me; ok

jawa gave me the "what the hell" stare!

salem smiled&i smiled back i think thats when jawa really lost it!

jawa; UMM NIA?! SHGA3DA ITSAWEEEN? TA3ALAAY ABE AKELMICH:D

salem; umm jawa sorry bes nia shway mash'3oola il7een!

jawa; am i talking to you?

me; jawa shfeech? ni6ray shway!

we went out side. we sat down facing the ba7ar.

salem; alaah iljaw 3ajeeb!

me; eeh!

salem; nia shfeeha jawa? mat7iseen ina wayed lezga feeny?

me; umm laa bes ina mu mit3awda tig3ad wiya nas mat3arifhum

jawa kiiilish mat3arif tig3ad wiya nas mat3arifhum she acts soo weird

salem; ohh

me; yeahh so shinu kint tabe itgouli?

salem; how come you never told me you had a brother?

me; you idiot i did! i always talk about him!

seconds later jawa interrupted us..

jawa; ohh you guys are hereee? i was finding you everywhere! 

salem; umm yeah.. ana badish il7een.. bye!

me; byee!

me; so jawa shinu kintay tabeen itgouleenlya?

jawa; ba3ad shway agoulich, when we're with shaikha!

me; umm okay ana badish

i went inside and jawa was still sitting outside staring at the ba7ar

as soon as i went in shaikha came to me and she said in a hurry

shaikha; nia nia! ta3alaay bsr3a! yalla run come!

nia; haw? sh9ayer! shfeech?

shaikha; bes come!

we ran upstairs making sure jawa didnt see us.

i went into 7amanys room, the last place shell go to.

me; enzain shaikha shfeech sh9ayer?

shaikha; remember gabel lema jawa faj2a 6a7et?

me; eeh..?

shaikha; well jawa 6a7et 3ashan salem can help her! tara awal mara ashoof jawa chithi it scares me! i dont like the looks she gives you and when she sat next to salem bil movie!

me; eh its weird! shayoo5 i got a message today min ra8am '3areeb saying adeerbali min jawa! lazem enkelimha ilyoum bilail!

shaikha; eeeh!

my brothers door opened.

it was jawa!

mu min9ijha!

me; jawa?! shga3da itsaween? shako itdisheen dar o5oouy?!

jawa; niaa? shaikhaa?! umm i was.. ahh..

me; you where what?! haa? shinu kintay tabeen min dar o5ouy! gilna okay it7ibeen salem bes jad ma tawaq3t itdisheen dar o5ouy out of every room here!

jawa; nia i can explain!

i rushed out of his room, shaikha followed.

i slammed his door&locked it.

me; yallaa explain!

jawa; i wanted to change bes i didnt know which room was which fa i entered a random room mu qazdi

il chithb

me; reaally?:) and where are the clothes you wanted to change in? jawa you didnt know which room? hel shalaih china baitich il thany!

shaikha; nia heday 39abich! rou7aw il dar tifahimaw minak!

i went to my room.. they came after me.

me; jawa i want the truth and only the truth intay shako itdisheen dar o5ouy? as soon as you lie to me ma3arfich wla it3arfeeny:)

jawa; ahh bes kint abe i um..

me; haa? mu giltay you cant explain? yalla wain your explanation? remember bes 1 lie

i got cut off..

jawa; ri7t daar o5ouch 3ashan kint abe at3abath ib his things! i wanted to see if i could find anything about salem! sorry nia wallah im so so sorry awal o a5er mara please forgive me please!

jawa was crying

nia; how can i not forgive you! bes jawa il7araka ili sawaitee mu 7ilwa! kilish kiliiish! if u want to know anything about salem just ask me! itha itsaweenha mara thanyaa...

jawa; wallah im sorrry jad i cant believe I did this out of everyone! wallah im sorry!

me&shaikha hugged her

shaikha; okay now we need to talk about

jawa; salem.. i need to talk to both of you!

its like shes reading shayou5s mind!

nia; eeh we do! jawa sim3eeny, ana o saloom min zamaan rabi3 and u know that mala da3i the stares you give me! o the way you act around him is soo weird just act like yourself! 

shaikha; eeh tara jawa your making it soo obvious that you like him! chinich ga3da itgi6een rou7ich 3ala! 

jawa; intaw it3arfoony! ma3arif at3amel wiya nas! saloom? *stares*

me; eeh saloom:) may3ajbich? hes my bestfriend! laa mu my bestfriend my brother!

jawa; sorry!

nia; 3adee. bes be yourself.

nezelna ta7at 3and il shabab we watched movies the rest of the night and slept at 3 alfayer.

chapter 3

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wla faj2a the door opens o y6la3..
salem?

salem; nia? shyaaybich dewaniyat 9a7bi?
me; dewaniyat 9a7bik? hatha dewaniyat o5ooy!
salem; shinu? minu o5ouch?
7amany; nio? *pushes salem out of the way* nia! shtabeen?
salem; 7amaany? min mita 3andik i5it?
7amany; ya ethwal! min zamaan =D
me; bes kint bashoof itha you where still with your friends..
7amany; its just me&9a7bi.. oh 9a7 nasait nia hatha 9a7bi salem o salem hatha i5ty nia
salem; salaam!
me; hi!
7amany; nio naday your friends 5an shoof filim!
me; okaay ay filim taboon?
salem; 5anshoof filim ri3ib:D
7amany; eeeh!
me; laa a5aaf!
7amany; -.- mu kaifich!
me; il7een adig 3ala ilbanat o enshoof

i called the girls and told them to come to the dewaniya.
shaikha came alone.

me; ah.. shayoukh? wain jawa?
shaikha; il7een yaya!
shaikha*whispering*; mu china hatha salem?
me; eh! 6la3 salem o 7amany friends!

jawa came in and her jaw dropped!

7amany; okay il7een ay filim taboon... umm jawa shfeech?
jawa; umm ha? laa mafeeny shay bes ina.. yeah
shaikha; nabe the vow!
me; eeh ehh!
salem; wait ma 3araft esamikum!
me; hathy shaikha o hathy jawa
salem; o ana salem:)

we played the vow.

jawa; this movie is soo romantic! *she looks at salem*
salem; yeah..

we sat on the floor making a line shaikha ba3dain jawa me 7amany then salem.
jawa got up to get water and sat down next to salem.

jawa; mu china shway bard?
salem; eeh basaker il takeef.

it was the sad part, ana o shaikha where crying on each other..
im very sensitive about the movies
i kept on crying even when the sad part ended shaikha dezetni so i started crying on 7amany o ohwa ga3ed yth7ak 3alay.

the movie soon ended and shaikha was sleeping i tried carrying her but im not the stong..
7amany shalha and put her on my arms, ham i couldnt hold her soo we had no choice but for 7amany to carry her to the room..

7amany; hathy thgeela?
me; yes!
7amany; testa3ba6ain 9a7?
me; i shrugged my shoulders.

salem was walking behind us.
and jawa was behind him.

AAHHH!

i turned around and found jawa on the floor!
me&shaikha ran up to her and asked her if she was okay..
she was crying and holding her leg!

me&shaikha; JAWA SHFEECH? jawaaa! are you okaaay? Jawa ta7achaay!
jawa; re-eli
me; 7amany 5anwadeeha il mustashfa!
7amany; okay il7een ayeeb il sayara!
me; okay shaikha sa3deeny asheelha!

we carried her to the car
7amany and salem where sitting jidam and me shaikha and jawa ga3deen wara.
wa9alna mustashfat nawai9eeb.
they checked her leg and everything was fine.
we where on out way back..

shaikha; umm jawa shlon 6i7tay?
jawa; ahh madry i tripped on a rock..

wa9alna il shalaih we sat bil 9ala playing deal..
bes jawa ga3da tista3mel the laptop.

shaikha; waay malaiit!
7amany; me2!
shaikha; im in the mood of cooking!
7amany; hahahahaha! yalla 3ayal 6ab5eeli!
shaikha; yalla okaay:D

they went to the kitchen and shaikha started cooking.
shaikha&7amany always had a "thing" for each other.
ana o salem ga3deen ensoulif wla jawa itdish 3arth
its like she doesnt want me to talk to him..

*vibration*
i checked my phone and got a message from a unknown number.
i opened it and it says.

derbalich min jawa.

chapter 2

me; jawa shfeech?

jawa; i... like salem!

salem? my bestfriend salem?

laa it cant be!

me; salem? ay salem?

jawa; salem al****! your bestfriend salem!

shaikha; min9ijich?

jawa; eh min9iji..

i turned my back at her and walked away

min mita jawa it7ib?

o why do i care itha it7ib salem or not?

hes like my second brother!

jawa; NIA DONT GO! wallah wallah sorry ina i like him ill try to stop please!

me; 7abeebty! wallah itshawgeen! 3ade shda3wa! bes ma tawaqa3t out of everyone intay ra7 it7ibeen salem!

jawa; madry a7is hes perfect!

shaikha; love no ones perfect!

jawa; hes perfect ib 3youny! nia please digay 3ala il7eeen!

what?

me; umm.. laish?

jawa; i want to..

jawa got interrupted by a phone ringing

nia; ohh 3omra 6weel il7een ga3ed ydig 3alay!

-me&salem-

me; alo

salem; halaa!

hala wallaah!

salem; shlounich?

me; zaina u?

salem; b5air!

me; haa shfeek laish dag?

salem; entay ili kintay rakba il5ayl gabel shway?

me; yuup shdarak?

salem; my shalaih is right next to yours idiot! oh o sheklich kan yshawig

me; eh 9aa7.. thank you!

salem; welcome! haa ray7a bnaider o matgouleenli!

jawa*whispering*; 7a6i on speaker!

me; haha yuup!

jawa; yalaa nia pleaaase!

me; okay way besich 7ana!

i put it on speaker.

salem; esma3 9out ga3da wiya rab3ich?

me; eeh

salem; okay 3ayal akelmich ba3dain tabeen shay?

me; laa salamtik!

salem; yalla byeee!

me; byee!

jawa; aaahhhhh! 9outa 7ada naar!

me; yeah.

shaikha; taboun itrou7oon starbucks ra7aal?

me&jawa; eeeeh yalla!

i called my driver and he took us to ra7al, 7amany kan ga3ed bil dewaniya wiya rab3a.

wa9alna ra7al o dashaina starbucks the place was pretty crowded.

i asked the girls what they wanted and waited in line.

we got the drinks.

6ala3na bara hoping wed find a table to sit at, we did.

ga3adna shway o i got a bbm

Salem AlFlani∞; ra7al haa?

Nia AlFlani♡; haha yuup! wainik?

Salem AlFlani∞; warach.

i turn around and found him in the table right behind ours he smiled and i smiled back.

i turned around and saw jawa staring at me.

me; jawa shfeech?

jawa; haa? laa mafeeny  shay bes did salem just smile at you?

me; yuup!

jawa; shako he smiles?

me; jawa hes my bestfriend akeed hes going to smile?

jawa; aha..

weird.

as i was getting up salem came to our table.

salem; salaam!

all of us replayed; 3alaikum al salaam!

salem; haa nio bitrideen il7een?

jawa; eeh its getting late!

salem; umm.? entay esmich nia? anyways.. lema to9leen il shalaih gouleeli.

me; enshallah bye!

thats awkward!

wa9alna il shalaih and i forgot to tell salem.

ri7t il dewaniya to see if 7amany is still with his friends

i knocked.. no one answered 

i knocked again still so answer

wla faj2a the door opens o y6la3..

chapter 1

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*police sirens*

*ambulance*

this was the worst day of my life!

i could feel the blood rushing to my head.

and everyone yelling my name.

but i couldnt do or say anything.

i kept on repeating in my head, la ilaha ila allah mohammed ilrasoul allah.

i honestly thought i would die.

my loved ones crying and doctors trying to help me

i was scared and regretted everything.

this is how it all started..

it was the beginning of april and the month was going really good, so far.

it was another typical day at school.

Jawa sleeping as usual. (me and jawa are in the same school)

Finally it was 2;30 after a long tiring week of school it was Thursday!

Jawa rja3at il bayt wiyay.

marait shaikha on the way back home.

wa9alna il bayt. dashait and saw 7amany o omi ga3deen ysoulfoon salamt 3alaihum and ask wain baba?

7amany; ohh matadreen? obouy safer!

me; oh wain?

mama; ra7 london 7ag your medication.

me; oh mita ra7 erid?

mama; next week enshallah

me; aha.. oh wain aljawhara?

mama; 6al3a wiya refijat'ha

me; oh okay.

aham shay maygouloonly ina obouy safer-.-

we ate lunch and headed upstairs.

jawa; haa shinu tabeen itsawoon ilyoum?

shaikha; SHALAAIH!

me; WIYAAACH!

jawa; i was kinda hoping we would go to 360 :/

shaikha; waaah! kilsbou3 360? malaina! 9arlina fetra mu ray7een il shalaih!

me; eeeh!

jawa; enzain 3ashan kilna nerta7 shraykum enrou7 360 o 3ugub shalaih?

me; that sounds good to me!

shaikha; eeh okay.

raka'9t ta7at agoul 7ag omi..

awal ma rithat 3ashan ahali ma kanaw yaboun eyoun.

bes sa2alt 7amany if he could come o 3ugub she let us.

i ran up and told they girls to get ready.

i wore my skinny jeans and a a&f shirt, i left my hair down.

i checked on 7amany and he was done.

he dropped us at 360 and went to the dewaniya.

at around 7 he picked us up and headed to bnaider.

the car ride was soo chill. i loved it when 7amany takes me to places!

we arrived at the shalaih and walked on the beach, our shalaih was pretty big!

we got the horses out and started riding them 3an il ba7aar.

iljaw kan 3ajeeeb!

we rode intill it was about 9.

after tasaba7na o we watched movies..

jawa; banaat lazem agoulikum shay o nia im sorry itha it3a9been bes i cant keep it in anymore..

me; jawa shfeech?

jawa; i...

introducing the characters

the girls;

(main character) Nia; long brown hair, naturally tanned, dimples, 6weela, jisimha 7ilo wayed 7ilo, always smiling. Sha59eeyet'ha wayed '3aweeya ma tirtha 3ala ahalha&friends, wayed friendly&out going. 14years old.

Aljawhara; short brown hair, also naturally tanned, dimples 7ail embayneen, 6weela, shes a bit chubby. sha59eeyet'ha bil '9ab6  opposite of nias, she doesnt give a shit about anything. (nias sister) 15years old.

shaikha; medium light brown hair, normal skin color, medium hight, has a small karsha. sha59eeyet'ha wayed chill, she cant defend herself wayed, respectful, mu wayed social. (nias bestfriend) 14years old.

jawa; medium dark brown hair, white skin color, short, normal body. sha59eeyet'ha mithil nia bes shes not social o tisti7y wayed!

sara; medium dark hair, tan, medium, normal body. sha59eeyet'ha soo out going isnt afraid to try new things, bes tisti7i wayed, &mu wayed social.

the guys;

7amany; medium dark brown hair, naturally tanned, dimples, waaayed 6weel, jisma 7ilo(six pack, shway muscular), sha59eeta waayed 7ilwa hes so kind&hes ALWAYS happy. He doesnt care about what people say about him, always makes people happy kilmen y7iba. (o5o nia&aljawhara) 17years old.

Rashed; medium very dark brown hair, white, amaaazing dimples (amaazing smile) 7aaail 6weel, jisma 3ade. sha59eeta 7ilwa (only if he likes you) wayed protective, has anger management, but yen7ab bsr3a (o5oo jawa) 16years old.

Salem; short hair bes mu 7ail short brown, normal skin color, medium hight, jisma 3ade. sha59eeta waayed 7ilwa kila ynakit everyone loves him and his humor takes life as it comes and is super chill!

(nias best guy friend) 15years old.

3aziz; medium brown hair, a bit tanned, short, jisma 3ade. sha59eeta is fine wayed lazga bes very nice! he seems innocent but really hes not.  (nias old friend) 15years old.

sa3ad; dark brown medium hair, tanned, nias height, jisma NAR. sha59eeta 7ada qawiya! he doesnt give a shit about anything what ever he want he get he crazy! o kilmen mayit 3ala, they say hes perfect.  (o5ouy sara) 17 years old.