chapter 1

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*police sirens*

*ambulance*

this was the worst day of my life!

i could feel the blood rushing to my head.

and everyone yelling my name.

but i couldnt do or say anything.

i kept on repeating in my head, la ilaha ila allah mohammed ilrasoul allah.

i honestly thought i would die.

my loved ones crying and doctors trying to help me

i was scared and regretted everything.

this is how it all started..

it was the beginning of april and the month was going really good, so far.

it was another typical day at school.

Jawa sleeping as usual. (me and jawa are in the same school)

Finally it was 2;30 after a long tiring week of school it was Thursday!

Jawa rja3at il bayt wiyay.

marait shaikha on the way back home.

wa9alna il bayt. dashait and saw 7amany o omi ga3deen ysoulfoon salamt 3alaihum and ask wain baba?

7amany; ohh matadreen? obouy safer!

me; oh wain?

mama; ra7 london 7ag your medication.

me; oh mita ra7 erid?

mama; next week enshallah

me; aha.. oh wain aljawhara?

mama; 6al3a wiya refijat'ha

me; oh okay.

aham shay maygouloonly ina obouy safer-.-

we ate lunch and headed upstairs.

jawa; haa shinu tabeen itsawoon ilyoum?

shaikha; SHALAAIH!

me; WIYAAACH!

jawa; i was kinda hoping we would go to 360 :/

shaikha; waaah! kilsbou3 360? malaina! 9arlina fetra mu ray7een il shalaih!

me; eeeh!

jawa; enzain 3ashan kilna nerta7 shraykum enrou7 360 o 3ugub shalaih?

me; that sounds good to me!

shaikha; eeh okay.

raka'9t ta7at agoul 7ag omi..

awal ma rithat 3ashan ahali ma kanaw yaboun eyoun.

bes sa2alt 7amany if he could come o 3ugub she let us.

i ran up and told they girls to get ready.

i wore my skinny jeans and a a&f shirt, i left my hair down.

i checked on 7amany and he was done.

he dropped us at 360 and went to the dewaniya.

at around 7 he picked us up and headed to bnaider.

the car ride was soo chill. i loved it when 7amany takes me to places!

we arrived at the shalaih and walked on the beach, our shalaih was pretty big!

we got the horses out and started riding them 3an il ba7aar.

iljaw kan 3ajeeeb!

we rode intill it was about 9.

after tasaba7na o we watched movies..

jawa; banaat lazem agoulikum shay o nia im sorry itha it3a9been bes i cant keep it in anymore..

me; jawa shfeech?

jawa; i...