chapter 19

the tall figure turned around&it was...

rashed!

really rashed? why him? honestly i felt my stomach was twisting&turning.

rashed; ohh niaa hala!

me; wain 7amany?

rashed; ga3ed bil sayara..

i ran outside trying to find 7amany

i check in every car bes he wasnt there.
rashed came out..

me; 7amany mu mawjoud?

rashed; adry

me; umm wain 7amany?

rashed; agoulich il7een bes wait dageega lazem agoulich shay.

me; goul.

rashed; laish mu rathya itsaweenli add bbm? shda3wa its just bbm! ya3ni witha lazem agoulich shay 3an o5ouch? itsaween decline aw delete 3ala 9oul? tara ana mu wa7ed '3areeb 3alaich ana rashed!

me; its my choice! ma3andi shabab on bbm '3air ili 3arifhum min zamaan! ana ma a3arfik wayed!

rashed; 7asaasteeny inich tawich it3arfeeny! china mu min 2 weeks ago:)

me; ya3ni 2 weeks ago wayed?

rashed; shinu ya3ni lazem 2 years 3ashan i have you on bbm? bala ma95ara&just add me mara7 aklich!

me; na3am? eeh lazem 2 years:) its my choice its my bbm mabe shabab ma3arifhum ib my list

i walked away.

rashed; hey entay wain ray7a?!

i ignored&just walked.

rashed; NIA! lema ana akelmich tougfeen o tisma3eeny fahma?!
 he said shouting.

me; na3aam? a9'3ar 3yalik ana itkelimni ib hel esloub?

i was angry, very angry.
i was just staring at him&he was staring at me, 3ain ib 3ain.

i signed&walked

dashait il dewaniya finding 7amany chilling watching tv.
 i was shaking the weird thing is that i dont know why i was shaking.
my heart started beating faster&my head started to hurt.

me; 7amany?

7amany; halaa!

i sat down next to him.

me; you told me to tell you everything right?

7amany; eeh? shfeech?

me; umm welll....
 i was quited

7amany; shfeech ga3da tirgafeen chithi?

me; madryy

7amany; umm okay nia shfeech? ga3da it5ar3eeny!

i just told him everything.

he was speechless..

7amany; nia itha it ra8am dag 3alaich mara thanya 3a6eeny iltelafon.

me; enshallah.

he hugged me&whispered, everything is going to be okay.
that put a huge smile on my face.

my shaking began to get worse&my head started to hurt more&more!

7amany; nia shfeech? 5athatay your medication?