chapter 24

heey, so this chapter is just going to be about me&sa3ad our friendship.. people are confused&want to know more about me&sa3ad so ill be writing about it here.. also im traveling in a few days so ill be posting as much as i can 3ashan i dont think ill be bringing my laptop with me to spain.. thank you&dont forget to follow me on twitter @ImJustABlogger & comment! xx

my heart was beating so fast!
shinu ra7 ygouli?

me; goul..   i said walking towards him.

sa3ad; umm 5ala9 nvm.

me; are you sure?

sa3ad; eeh mit2akid have a safe flight!

me; thank you bye..

i walked to the car..


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so me&sa3ad know eachother for 2 years now..
in 2010 i went to camp in geneva&met him there..

honestly i thought it was love at first sight!

he was walking my way&said; umm hey do you know where group 4 went?

me; hello actually im in group 4.. later on we're going hiking!

sa3ad; ohh okay kuwaitiyaa?

me tawahagt! ; ummm no..

sa3ad; oh because you have a kuwaiti accent when you speak english.. soo umm whats your name?

me; nia.

sa3ad; im sa3ad!

me; nice to meet you!
i got lose looking into his eyes.

sa3ad; you2

counselor; group 4 please line up infront of me!

we got up&lined up..
 everyone was ready to go hiking.

30 minutes into the hike..
me; 7aaar!

sa3ad; entaay kuwaiteeya!

me; shakoo! i mean noo!

sa3ad; shako haa? laish ma gilteeli inich kuwaiteeya

me; madryy

i honestly didnt know why i didnt tell him.


fast forward----------------


its been 1 week me&sa3ad has grown closer&closer by the day&i loved it!
7asait ina nothing could get any better!
our loong walking in the woods..
everything was perfect!


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it was the last week of camp&i was sososo sad ina it was ending!

second last day of camp---

sa3ad he came&covered my eyes; ill miss you..     he said whispering into my eye.

me; sa3aad!    i said removing his hands from my eyes gently,   ill miss you more!

sa3ad; jad shasawe ib kuwait badounich? sneaking out of the hotel wiya il 9aidat! (friends&cousins) getting lost in the woods!

me i laughed; lat'thekirni!

sa3ad; hmm 3a6eeni your facebook name aw shay 3ashan we keep in touch!
ayaam facebook..
  
me; eeh okay Nia AlFlani

the next day


we said our last goodbyes&headed to the plane..
i felt as if a piece of my heart was missing.

i got so use to seeing his face everyday for 4 weeks.
when we'd joke around&pick on each other.


i arrived in kuwait finding my family&friend waiting for me i gave each a big hug..
wa9alna ilbayt i chilled with my fam&told them about camp.

after 1 hour or so i ran up stairs&opened my laptop..
logged in facebook&saw sa3ad alflani would like to add you as a friend.

a huge smile was stretched across my face.
i accepted&closed my laptop.. 




few months later


 me&sa3ad have been closer then ever jad i love him&im sure i do!
his curly long hair, his pearly white teeth, his sun kissed skin everything was perfect!
we would talk on facebook aloot intill it became more serous&i gave him my number, later on we got blackberrys and we added eachother on bbm..

we would talk 24/7 if not on bbm on the phone.
it felt like a relationship but we weren't in one.

it was summer of 2011 beginning of june my phone got lost.
i had another one immediately but with another temporary sim card.

its been almost 1 month since ive talked to sa3ad, i miss him so much! i cant live like this i have to find his number i have to talk to him somehow!

it hit me facebook!
i logged on trying to find him finally i did.


i sent him an inbox saying; heey im not sure if you still use facebook or not but telafoni '9a3 o i couldnt contact you in any other way mu 7aftha you number soo if you get this message call me 99******

my heart was racing!

its been about 1 week no answer on inbox&no phone call.
i started to panic!


i travel to turkey for 1 month of the summer vacation..
lema radait il bayt i randomly started looking though old school notebooks&random things then i saw like light baby pink paper that caught my eye.

it had a number on it&in the bottom it had -s

than it hit me!
hatha ra8am sa3aad!

i decided to call it..
1 ring.. 2 ring.. 3 ring.. 4 ringg

my heart was pounding then finally...



sa3ad; aloo
i melted!

me; sa3aad?
i couldnt be happier!

sa3ad; eeh minu ma3ay..

me i said in a low voice; nia

sa3ad; shinu niaa?!

me; eeh

sa3ad; he was quiet for secounds then he said...; nia wain ri7tay all this time, you just decided to forget about me?

me; sa3ad i cant explain    i told him eveeerything.

 sa3ad; nia you dont understand how much i missed you!

me; wallah i miss you more!
a tear shed from my eye.. a tear of happiness, finally i have sa3ad back in my life!

everything was perfect again!
i just loved it!
i loved everything about sa3ad!
i loved our long phone calls&our silly convos on bbm.
i love him.


by the time sa3ads sister came to my school&thats how i became so close to her!


September 2012 it was the beginning school (gabel 7amany came to my school)
i went to pick him up..
before he walked to the car i saw him talking to this guy he looks like sa3ad..
he plays with his hair like sa3ad..
he has the same exact smile&laugh as sa3ad.


oh wait! that is sa3ad!
my heart started beating, fast.

i bbmed him "inta it3arif my brother?"
sa3ad; minu o5ouch?

me; 7amaaany o5ooouy!

sa3ad; wait.. 7amany alflani ib my school o5ouch?

me; eeeh!

sa3ad; o ana a5ir wa7ed a3arif!

me; LOL laa i always tell you about him!



days passed by&he wanted to see me..
kina bil mezra3a ana o ahali&my friend&7amany brought his friend sa3ad..
sa3ad got his horse to the mezra3a we where staying there for the weekend.

our mezra3a is also preeetty big!
i rode destiny to the farthest end of the mezra3a i just chilled there with her, talking to her..
i know you find it weird that i talk to destiny but i love it! i feel like she actually understands me..

minutes later i saw sa3ad riding to me..
we rode next to eachother.
i got off the destiny&just started walking next to her&sa3ad did the same
it was getting pretty dark.

me&sa3ad kept on walking closer&closer to each other..
intill his arm was touching mine.

sa3ad; nia lazem agoulich shay o im just going to be straight about it.

me; shfeek goul.
i felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest!

sa3ad; a7ibich..

me; o ana a7ibik!

sa3ad; laa i love you, love love you!
 i looked at the floor, then looked up again, i brushed my hand softly on his beautiful sun kissed skin&said; i love you 2.


he hugged me sooo tight&whispered in my ears your finally mine<3